Showing posts with label 128. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 128. Show all posts

Yo soy loca con mi tigre!

I should post more often when I am completely high on endorphins!  I just got in from my run in the 25-mph-gusting-15-mph-sustained-20-degree-weather.  Six miles took me longer than usual due to fighting the wind the entire time, but I'll take what I can get.  I loaded up some new music on my iPod - including Shakira, who gets me totally amped :) ¡Loca, loca, loca!

138.0 after my run and having a bit of laxative tea last night.  Today, will finally be a good day, back on track, I promise.  I promise myself and all of you.  Yesterday, I ate a horrific amount of disgusting food and practically started crying at work.  I hate being pathetic like that.

I keep apologizing for not commenting, but I swear I will today!  Also, a big warm welcome to my newest followers.  I never thought anyone would want to read my ramblings around here, but thank you so much for bothering!

I have a ton of things to do today (packaging up tea, wrapping presents, cleaning, etc) before I go to work at 4pm... have a wonderful day everyone!


The more we sweat in peace the less we bleed in war. 
Vijaya Lakshmi Pandit

Brrrr!

Work is super slow today, so I am sneakily giving you all an update from our freezing office (the heat is currently broken so we're all wearing our coats inside!)

Not so great on the weight front... 127.0 after my run, which means I must have been a lot higher before (128.something?).  There is no way I'm going to be 125 on Friday.  I want to be hopeful, but I just don't think it's going to happen.  I am trying girls, I promise. 

I ran 4.8 miles again today (yesterday was too bitter cold and windy) in 12 degree weather in 43 minutes.  I am steadily increasing my mileage, which is great.

I am going to feel awful is I don't see 125 on Friday.  I set this goal for Thanksgiving and didn't make it.  And now Juan is going to be here and I will have failed him too?  :(  I swear I am trying.  I skipped breakfast and had a salad for lunch (romaine, grapefruit, 1/2 avocado, a spoonful of hummus, 1T dried cranberries, vinegar and a bit of EVOO - gee that sounds like a lot now) and I am set with caffeine and herbal teas for while I am at work.  Tonight, my brother is bringing home sushi for dinner for a family dinner (it's his birthday) and I asked for seaweed salad and an avocado roll.  Tomorrow, I wll run in the morning and likely not eat anything until dinner again - I made plans to go out for sushi with my friends on Sunday but canceled because I was fasting.  So we re-scheduled for tomorrow (before I knew about tonight's dinner plans) so I'll have a cucumber roll and an avocado roll or a cucumber roll and miso?  But all of that salt will make me heavier tomorrow and even worse on Friday, right?

I will comment tonight when I am home from work.  I have to go back and catch up on yesterday's posts too.  I love you all.

Oh, and Cinnamon and Alice D, I bought LOTS of that tea yesterday :)  Please send me your addresses (sshoemaker AT hotmail DOT com) and I will send you each a little variety pack... I bought the Sugar Cookie, Nutcracker Sweet, Sugar Plum, Gingerbread annnnnnd Candy Cane Lane to share!

One last thing, Bonesarepure, I haven't forgotten about dairy free recipes for you!  I promise I will post some soon!!

Just read this article... very interesting!

Fasting

Knockout invited me to fast with her today.

I had dinner plans to grab sushi with friends tonight, but I already texted my one friend to say that I was not feeling well and would not be attending.

I am beginning at a horrifically high weight (128.8) and I will not even drink anything until I get home from church and go for a run.  It is currently pouring outside, so I may run on the treadmill (yuck!).  Actually, I may just bundle up in my raincoat and old shoes and run in the rain.  Running in the rain is cathartic and makes me feel even more accomplished.

I am so sorry for a) being mopey and b) letting everyone down.  Just the other day, someone commented that they thought the photo of my collar bone was thinspirational.  ME!  And now, look at me.  Gaining.  I have to get to 125 before Friday.   I just have to.

When I get home, maybe I'll search for some new thinspo for a bit and make a nice long post.  I need to get it together.  128.  SERIOUSLY, WHAT IS HAPPENING???

Update:  I really don't want to run now.  The weather is simply dreadful.  I am currently drinking a gigantic mug of tea and I had one singular saltine (and holy communion this morning in church).  After I finish my tea, I'll see how I feel and maybe I'll get out there.  I normally love running, but now that I am in an overall bad mood and have lower energy, I do not think it is going to happen today.

Update:  I broke my fast at about 9:45pm (more than 24 hours) with a small spinach salad with 2T hummus and spicy tomatoes (no dressing).  I really hope I'm back down to 126-127 tomorrow.  Pray for me.

Application time!

Yesterday, I was absolutely thrilled when I stepped on the scale and saw 127.6 (126.6 after my run!) staring back at me.

This morning, not as good, 128.0 first thing and 127.2 after my run.

It serves me right, seeing as I had a great day barely eating on Sunday, and yesterday I did not do nearly as well.

Luckily, I can refocus today and make tomorrow even better. And on the upside, I ran more than three miles both yesterday and this morning (in the 45 degree rain!!).

In case you're interested... here is what I wrote for my application (I know it isn't related to most of what I post on this blog, but honestly, a little change from reading about weight-woes is nice every once-in-a-while right?)

Feel free to leave feedback! Merci mes amies... I hope everyone has a lovely, happy, strong and controlled day. Get your bodies moving and get those endorphins flowing - they're the best for warding off the blues that seem to affect so many of us!

Update: Application officially submitted!!!


Personal Statement
Public health workers have the novel opportunity to treat populations and to help close the gaps in healthcare that arise for a myriad of reasons. I see the need for such professionals, and feel intensely drawn to a discipline and a field that aim to improve the health of populations. As an undergraduate, I was inspired by the work of Dr. Paul Farmer as I pursued my BA in communication and pre-medicine, hoping to continue on to a master’s degree in communication and then to medical school. During my first year in graduate school, I took a course in epidemiology, which reinvigorated my studies and changed my vision for the future.
While studying epidemiology, I grew to understand the complex web of factors that contribute to the movement of diseases, and knew that this was the concentration to pursue. I became aware that the incidence and prevalence of diseases among a group of people is the result of much more than germs. Genetics, socio-economic status, race, ethnicity, and environment each contribute to the health of a population. Understanding the root causes of disease allows public health professionals to determine the best courses of action to treat, limit transmission, and ultimately prevent new cases. Most importantly, the practical nature of public health studies encouraged me to go beyond simply theorizing about the best plan of action, and consider the real-world factors and limitations that determine treatment, prevention, and educational solutions.
During my studies in San Diego State University’s graduate program for communication, I researched the multifaceted communication issues within healthcare. I recognize that clear, effective communication has significant influence on patient understanding and compliance, public acceptance of health protocol, and the working relationships between organizations, doctors, patients, and public health entities. In San Diego I also worked as a health educator for the CASBIRT research project, spending many hours screening emergency room patients for drug, alcohol, and tobacco use as well as providing education on these substances and brief interventions. Additionally, during my college summers and over the past six months, I have been working for a veterinary practice. Even as a receptionist, I advise clients about the diseases that may afflict their pets as well as methods for testing, treatment and prevention. Through these experiences, my interests deepened as I cultivated knowledge and improved the communication skills necessary to help educate individuals on public health issues, such as alcoholism and the importance of vaccinations.
Ultimately, I intend that my education in epidemiology, combined with my interdisciplinary background and interests will allow me forge a career in public health. My highest aspiration is to acquire the knowledge and skills to aid mothers and infants struggling with issues such as HIV/AIDS transmission. I believe that my personal qualities, strengths, and experiences will allow me to make a meaningful contribution to the Mailman School of Public Health at Columbia University.
Scholarship Addendum
For the duration of my studies at San Diego State University I had the privilege and responsibility to be a teaching associate for a freshman-level public speaking course. While I had no prior teaching experience or training, I quickly discovered that I was up to the task of instructing, encouraging, and challenging my students. During each semester, I demonstrated my leadership skills through teaching six courses per week, with a total of seventy-five students. My students not only improved their research and writing skills throughout the semesters, but also became more comfortable within my classroom environment and their peers, which led to advancements in delivery.
Last year, I had the unique opportunity to work for the San Diego State Research Foundation CASBIRT program. This experience allowed me to see first-hand some of the challenges faced by patients and healthcare practitioners that ultimately become public health concerns as well stretched my perspective on public health issues. Working for this program has reaffirmed that a career in public health is the right choice for me. I believe that I am a suitable candidate for Columbia’s scholarship program because of my strong leadership abilities and insatiable yearning to make a difference.
500 words for Post-Grad goals
After completing my MPH, I eventually envision myself working for a larger organization, either on a national or international spectrum. Though working in humanitarian aid is my eventual goal, I feel it is important to gain experience in epidemiology by way of a smaller organization, such as a county or state department of public health. I believe that focusing on the health of smaller, local populations is equally noble and important as compared with work in developing nations. Furthermore, smaller scale operations provide unique opportunities for decision-making and responsibility that may not arise in extremely large organizations. Such foundational experience and understanding of the basic tenets of public health practice are essential components of becoming a well-rounded practitioner, which is another one of my objectives. Thus, immediately following the completion of this degree, I picture myself working for a local government’s department of public health.
Ultimately, I would love to be involved with projects that are directed toward the prevention of disease transmission between mothers and infants. My initial interest in disease transmission took root while reading about humanitarian aid organizations like Médecins Sans Frontières and Partners in Health. Since that initial awareness, my interest deepened while my friend, Nathan, spent nearly two years volunteering in rural Uganda through World Harvest Mission. As Nathan shared his experiences, I learned about the struggles of access to medicines, patient awareness and compliance, and malnutrition that are tied to the HIV/AIDS epidemic. Hearing Nathan’s stories merely provided a taste of the greater problem facing the global population, and I wish to dedicate my life toward finding practical solutions.
While I am unsure of the specific path that will lead me toward my niche in public health, I know that an MPH is a crucial step. In the end, I am inspired to help others, and I think that a career of service in public health is the perfect outlet. Thus, I see my future education at the Mailman School of Public Health as a foundational element of achieving my goals.

Be thankful

Bonsoir mes amies...

So much for me complaining about hitting a plateau. This morning, I was 129.2 before the race and 128.0 afterward. I hope this trend continues and I see 127 soon. Regardless, I feel a bit better about it now.

The race went well this morning. I finished in 26:22.95 and my goal was to break 27 minutes. As you can all imagine, I am pretty pleased with this as well :)

The past few days have been quite busy. Monday, I worked all day, as usual. Tuesday, I did some Christmas shopping in the morning (can you believe I am almost finished!) and started cooking for a Thanksgiving catering job. My office manager, who is also a vegetarian, did not really know what to serve at her Thanksgiving and just needed some help in general. So, I made her a vegan shepherd's pie, one dozen vegan chocolate cupcakes with chocolate buttercream, and a vegan pumpkin cheesecake with gingerbread crust. Everything came out amazing, thank goodness! I know it is a bit late, but perhaps you might want to use it in your holiday repertoire (those of you who need veggie-friendly holiday fare), but here is the recipe.

Vegan Shepherd's Pie
Sweet potatoes
Carrots
Red potatoes
Mushrooms
One sweet onion
TVP (texturized vegetable protein - you can find it in most health-food stores, it is dry and you rehydrate it)
Vegetable stock or bouillon
Liquid smoke
Low-sodium soy sauce
Vegan margarine
Vegan cream cheese (optional)
Plain, unsweetened almond milk
Maple syrup (the real stuff!)

I don't really have the amounts, because I don't cook that way, my apologies.

First, peel and chop the carrots and sweet potatoes and get them boiling in salted water. Next, wash and chop the red potatoes (leave the skins on) and set those to boil in salted water. Rehydrate the TVP according to the directions (usually about 1 cup dry TVP to 1 cup liquid) using vegetable stock, a few splashes of soy sauce, liquid smoke, and a touch of maple syrup. Taste it once it is hydrated and see if you want to add any additional seasoning (like salt, pepper, paprika, etc). Chop the onions (I do thin slices) and start sautéing them in a bit of vegan margarine. You want to keep the heat on medium so they brown but not burn, once they start to caramelize, chop the mushrooms and add them. As they cook, you may need to add a touch more margarine. I also added a splash of vegetable stock at the end to deglaze the pan. Now your onions/mushrooms and TVP are done! Check those potatoes - once both pots are done, turn them off and drain the potatoes and sweet potato/carrots. Mash the sweet potatoes and carrots using a bit of almond milk, maple syrup and perhaps a touch of dried ginger. I usually puree them with an immersion blender to try and get most of the lumps out. The red potatoes, however, I only smash with a bit of almond milk, lots of black pepper, and a spoonful of vegan cream cheese (omit to keep the calorie count down). Once all of the layers are prepared, get a large baking dish (casserole or deep pie dish) and layer. I put the sweet potato puree on the bottom, onions/mushrooms next, TVP, and smashed potatoes on top. Then, I bake it in the oven for about 20 minutes at 375°. Everything is already cooked, but it's nice to let the flavors meld and the top brown.

I will admit, I had a good sized helping of my shepherd's pie (I made another one for home) and three small glasses of wine. I hope I did not ruin my recent progress.

Thank you, everyone, for all of the extremely encouraging comments concerning both the sweater and the race today. I feel so blessed and thankful to be connected to such a sweet community of strong women. I know we all have your neuroses and areas of low self esteem, but we are here to support and show love for one another. You are all incredibly kind.

I feel a bit of a cold coming on (congestion and a headache - boo!) so I am off to comment all of the beautiful ladies who continue to show me such kindness before I fall asleep for the night.

TGIF

It is Friday!

This does not mean very much to me, unfortunately, because I work until eight tonight and then nine-to-five tomorrow. It is still almost the weekend and I actually have some plans with friends for once. Drinks tonight and I think I might do some Christmas shopping tomorrow after work. I would love to go see the new HP, but I need to find someone to go with me.

128.6 this morning after my run. 4.2 miles in 38 minutes. Not too shabby.

Sorry for the short update, but I have to go to work! I promise a lengthy post with thinspo tomorrow.

Have a lovely day ladies!

A little inspiration

Good morning my little chickadees!

I ran 4.5 miles this morning, and did my first mile (which is basically entirely up-hill) in 9.5 minutes! I am feeling strong and inspired this morning - which is great, since Adeline and I are fasting together today.

128.8 after my run - I should have weighed before, but I knew it would be a bigger confidence booster is I weighed after.

Again, thank you all for the kindest of kind words about my photos. You are all so sweet and please do not be envious of me. I have so much work to do, but I promise not to let you down.

How about some inspirational music? Juan gave me his iPod shuffle before I moved away from San Diego, and here is what I listen to on my runs...

Luz De Mi Vida - Los Lobos
Kick Drum Heart - The Avett Brothers
Love You Madly - Cake
Perdido en Ti - Diego
If It's Love - Train
To the Beat of Our Noisy Hearts - Matt Nathanson
Colgando en Tus Manos (con Marta Sanchez) - Carlos Baute
Hey, Soul Sister -Train
Malaqué Los Lobos
Ain't No Rest for the Wicked - Cage the Elephant
Billy Brown - Mika
Faith - George Michael
Clandestino - Manu Chao
Say Hey (I Love You) [feat. Cherine Anderson] - Michael Franti & Spearhead
Rich Girl - Daryl Hall & John Oates
Come On Get Higher - Matt Nathanson
Daylight - Matt & Kim
Young Forever (feat. Mr. Hudson) - Jay-Z
Secrets - OneRepublic
Waka Waka (This Time for Africa) {feat. Freshlyground} - Shakira
Cooler Than Me - Mike Posner
Wavin' Flag - K'naan
Live Like We're Dying - Kris Allen
Carry Out (feat. Justin Timberlake) - Timbaland
One Day - Matisyahu
Shark In the Water - V.V. Brown
We Belong - Pat Benatar
Animal - Neon Trees
Love Today - Mika
The Sound of Sunshine - Michael Franti & Spearhead
Rhythm of Love Plain White T's
Little Lion Man - Mumford & Sons
Pretty Girl From San Diego - The Avett Brothers
Single Ladies - Beyoncé
Born To Run - Bruce Springsteen
The Scientist - Coldplay
Colorful - Rocco Deluca And The Burden
Nothing Like You - Frightened Rabbit
I Want You Back - Jackson 5
Waiting On The World To Change - John Mayer
Love Lockdown - Kanye West
I Want You to Want Me - Letters to Cleo
Paper Planes - M.I.A.
Pursuit of Happiness - Kid Cudi
Chasing Pavements - ADELE
Boogie Shoes - KC & The Sunshine Band
Love, Save the Empty - Erin McCarley
Great DJ - The Ting Tings
Love Story - Taylor Swift
What I Got - Sublime
All I Wanna Do Sheryl Crow
Hips Don't Lie (Feat. Wyclef Jean) Shakira
Beautiful Girls Sean Kingston
Umbrella Rihanna featuring Jay-Z

I know some of it is a bit untraditional for running, but I love it and it gets me pumped.... I just need a bit more Mumford & Sons and Frightened Rabbit on there.

Have a wonderful day, everyone, and hop on over to Adeline and send her some love!!!

 

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