I must

I realized that it is almost one year since I have been at this horribly high (and I thought abnormal for me... but after a year, well, I don't know?) weight.

I can't take it anymore.

I'm getting married in May.  My dress looks sort of fine except that my arms are enormous - which no amount of weight lifting or push ups or Insanity is going to fix.

I must lose weight.

I must be back in the low 130s.

(Even that number is absurdly high... so what does that make my current weight?  Whale-size?)

I have no choice.

I must.


7 comments:

Ruby Tuesday said...

I know just how you feel sweetheart
If only it were as simple as losing weight x

Ruby Tuesday said...

I know just how you feel sweetheart
If only it were as simple as losing weight x

Ruby Tuesday said...

I know just how you feel sweetheart
If only it were as simple as losing weight x

K said...

Xoxo feeling your pain

Bella said...

My dear, I'm sorry I haven't replied to your email yet. I promise I haven't forgotten! Words seem to hard and slow to drag out right now. I'm glad to hear my parcel got there intact. I'll try to reply in the next few days, it's at the top of my 'to do's.

Please try to take care of yourself. I wish I had words to make things better.

xx

LeeTiger28 said...

Congratulations on the engagement!
<3 Lee

AVY said...

I want to say that you do have a choice, I want you to. Take care, please?

/Avy

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