Why did I do this to myself?

I have been too afraid to get on the scale for a few weeks now.  I know I have gained and I have a routine I like to go through before I weigh, which hasn't been possible if I need to do it before I go to work.

Well, I finally weighed today.

And yes, I gained.

And yes, it is the highest number I have seen since 2008.

I just want to cry.

How did I let this happen?  Why did I do this to myself?

Anyway, I have to run 16 miles this morning.  Hopefully that will help me feel a little better.


Bella said...

*sends love and hugs and pink fluffy bunnies*
It never ceases to amaze me how one little box can cause so much distress in such little time. I'm sorry you got a nasty shock on the scales. I don't have many words right now, but I just wanted to reach out and let you know I'm here.
16 miles?! Holy shit. I could never. I hope it went well!

Take care as best you can darling <3 xx

AVY said...

When life hands you lemons, make lemonade. So much easier said than done but it's important to never give up. There will be better days.



Ruby Tuesday said...

F**k the scale darling
The scale is evil
The people in your life who love you don't care what you weigh
It's not the size of you they care about
It's the size of your heart
And yours is huge

Take care dear friend x

Miranda said...

I feel your pain girl. You know I am right there with you weighing the highest that I have in YEARS!! It sucks. I don't know what to tell you except what I'm trying to tell myself and that is to just hang in there and not get too discouraged. We are never as fat as we think we are. : )


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