Over and over in my mind I have been mulling writing this post.
Should I talk about my recent trip to Bretagne?
Or about the fact that both of my grandmothers passed away within the past month?
Or should I talk about how strangely good I have been feeling with my body and how normally and generally healthfully I have been eating?
How I have managed to break my habit of stepping on the scale multiple times a day?
How I have stopped counting every last calorie and feeling guilty about it?
How I had a piece of cake at work for my second breakfast? And how I didn't gain weight as a result?
Or that I have actually managed to lose two pounds without trying at all?
Or maybe that I am starting to believe my beloved boyfriend when he says he is attracted to me and finds me beautiful?
Or what about the fact that I am running faster and stronger?
Honestly, I have no idea what has come over me in the past few weeks. I feel sort of at peace with my body for the first time in so many years. I have no idea what this feeling has washed over me, but I am trying to enjoy it while it lasts, since I have no idea how long it may stay.
There's not much else to add, except that for once I feel centered. So I am going to leave you all with some photos from my latest romantic adventures in Bretagne and comment on your blogs.
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- I hate: my weight. I love: being a vegetarian, France, tulips & poppies, anything by Paul Coehlo, baby animals, gin, knitting, dresses, kirs, cake decorating, Johnny Swim & Matt Nathanson, running, Casablanca, my best friends and family, and an amazing French man who makes everything in this world so much easier to take on
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7 comments:
This is brilliant <3
This is awesome! So happy for you!
I love the photos! Especially the last one. :D
I'm glad you are feeling so good. And it looks like you had an amazing time! Have you come back to the frozen tundra?
xoxoxoxoxo
This is so great to hear!! Teach me your ways! Hope the feeling lasts forever. Glad you had a wonderful trip, sorry about your grandparents.
Talk about it all! I want to hear everything. It makes me happy to see you're in a good place right now, it sounds truly wonderful. These pictures are beautiful, just beautiful. I'm sorry to hear about your grandmothers though. Lots of love to you dear xx
Absolutely beautiful pictures my dear. I am sorry to hear about your grandmothers, but I am so happy to hear that you are for once feeling centered. That's awesome that you're doing so well.
XOXO
SQUEH! :D
*Hugs you tightly*
That sucks, losing two Nanas in a month, Many many hugs to you and your family *huggles*
Lovely photos. I hope you had a wonderful time there.
<3
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