When I see people who are truly, truly happy, especially people who are in love, it makes me cry.

What a sad state of affairs.

I just do not understand the world.  How can my greatest, true love who I was supposed to marry and my most sisterly friend just disappear from my life?

(This is a little edit for someone who made a comment - I deleted the comment, because it is kind of irrelevant and while I know the intentions were very good, I am slightly offended by the fact that the advice offered was offered without bothering to read any of this blog - my friend did not start dating someone else, she committed suicide and is in fact completely gone.  I hope I don't sound like a huge bitch, honestly I just want to clarify, I'm not mad!)


lou said...

I'm so sorry babe..
Wis I could say something meaningful right now but I'm here listening and keeping you in my prayers.Big Hugs!
Wish I could comfort you, be strong okay.

sofia said...

i certainly wish i could do something to help your situation. much love, dear. *hugs*

stay lovely. <3

Peridot (G+P) said...

Sending you a ton of love and a billion hugs.

Love you xoxo

becca; said...

i'm so sorry to hear about this :( sending you a lot of love. take care, xo.

Miranda said...

so sorry to hear that you are feeling so down. it really isn't fair. who knows why things happen. there are hopefully good things in store for you after what you've been through.

Peridot (G+P) said...


Thank you so much, love.

Sending a massive pile of hugs and love back across the world to you <3


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