There is a small chance that Juan might meet me at the airport on Friday during my layover. I have an hour before my next plane leaves - so that means getting off the plane quickly, finding the exit, chatting/crying for 15 minutes, and making my way back through security.
I wish I was not eating so much. I have been feeling under the weather and not exercising, but still eating. I was 131 this morning. I should already be 125...
And I feel like I am buried under a huge pile of schoolwork. It's giving me a headache.
I wish I had something more positive to say, but so it goes for now.
Thank you, as always, for the encouragement. It is such a relief to know I can depend on your ladies.
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Too heavy - as usual
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désespérée de maigrir
on Sunday, February 5, 2012
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- I hate: my weight. I love: being a vegetarian, France, tulips & poppies, anything by Paul Coehlo, baby animals, gin, knitting, dresses, kirs, cake decorating, Johnny Swim & Matt Nathanson, running, Casablanca, my best friends and family, and an amazing French man who makes everything in this world so much easier to take on
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7 comments:
Keep your head up, lovebug!!
Be strong & own it all. Perhaps you will find some meaning in it all someday.
Yeeeesh, he wants to make your nice relaxing stopover an emotional rollercoaster? He'd better be SUPER nice to make up for it!
Make him bring your stuff, if it can be made to fit into your carry-on :p
If you're feeling a bit crook and stressed, make sure you're getting all your vitamin C and other essentials, ok? You want to be getting QUALITY nommage so you're still maintaining the engine while you're taking a break from training.
Lots of love to you and have a safe flight.
*Huggles*
A short public visit might be for the best. Either way it's gonna be hard but it might be good to help you with closure.
Stay strong, Sarah. Thinking of you. Travel safely. :)
stay strong, lovely! xo.
Chin up lovely girl, stay strong. xxxxxx
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