I feel like December is flying by, but not in a good way. I need at least two more weeks to stay by myself, not go home, and keep losing.
I was down to 131.4 this morning before my run (I ran with a friend and I made us coffee and steel cut oatmeal afterward - 4T oats for her, 3T for me, 2/3 banana for her, 1/3 for me, and raisins in each, cooked with water). My leg is still not really feeling better, but I just cannot keep sitting on my bum. For lunch today I had a small apple, two tablespoons of hummus, and low-fat tortilla chips from Trader Joe's. I am not sure of the calorie count, but I think I am ok so far. Tonight, I am going to my roommate's parents' house for a bit, so I need to only taste what he is making (he specified that he was making tapenade so that I would be able to eat some). Then, we are probably going to drink. I would love to have two glasses of wine, but if I do that, that means I really should not dinner. Maybe if I am truly hungry, I will have a salad of a head of romaine and broccoli slaw, dressed with lemon. That sounds like a good plan and it will at least make me look like I am eating quite a bit.
Tomorrow, I have plans to meet another friend in DC for brunch. We are going to meet at Le Pain Quotidien. I know they have vegan options, so if I skip breakfast and avoid breakfast pastries, I am sure I can find something salad-y and low calorie that will be enjoyable and worth it. Monday, I am meeting a study group at Panera, but I think I will feign waking up late, having a late breakfast, and stick with coffee or a soy latte.
I am nervous to go home and not really be able to control my food intake as easily. I need to be under 130 by next Friday when I go home. That should be simple, considering that means losing two pounds. But, sometimes when the loss is going along swimmingly, you hit a plateau. I would just love love love to be 125 when Juan arrives. 125 is just above my UGW of 118. Maybe my UGW is too high? I am over 5'7", but I doubt I will look thin enough at 118. Maybe I should try not to think about it, since I am still gigantic and very far away (more than ten pounds). Anyone have any advice?
Does anyone use Tumblr? I have been using is fairly frequently, lately and would love for you to pay me a visit if you wish...
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And in totally unrelated news, I think my cat just woke up from a nightmare. She was sound asleep and all of a sudden bolted up and hissed. There is no one else here and nothing to scare her. :) Oh my little Lou Lou.
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- I hate: my weight. I love: being a vegetarian, France, tulips & poppies, anything by Paul Coehlo, baby animals, gin, knitting, dresses, kirs, cake decorating, Johnny Swim & Matt Nathanson, running, Casablanca, my best friends and family, and an amazing French man who makes everything in this world so much easier to take on
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1 comments:
Sounds like a good plan :) I'm sure you can be 130 by then :) and 125 for juan :)
I think you will look great at 118, it's a pretty low BMI :) I think you will look skinny, but healthy :) and if you didn't like it, you could try to maintain, but muscle build for a bit to see if that helped :)
Lottie x
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