This probably sounds ridiculous but

What do you do when you feel like you absolutely cannot spend the rest of your life without the person you love and yet they are perfectly fine without you?

I know that question is impossibly existential, but really? Did someone write a rulebook for this?

A whole year has gone by and I do not feel even a tiny bit different.

4 comments:

Miranda said...

Not ridiculous...but not helpful to you at all! I can't even imagine how it must feel for you b/c your break up seemed so out of the blue and almost like there was no real reason. My one break up in the past was hard but it was so clear that it was the right thing to do that it helped me move on. For me I think knowing that someone doesn't want me is enough. If they don't want me then it hurts but I don't want them either as I'd never want someone to be with me that doesn't want me so that's that. Hang in there!

Emily Carter said...

I am in a yoga inner journey class and one of the yoga principles is aparigraha, non-attachment. It might help to reflect at why and what you are so attached to and learn to let it go. Today we did a burning ceremony to cleanse ourselves, maybe think about reflecting on the relationship and letting go of him and the relationship. Whatever you chose to do I wish you the best of luck. <3

Emily

Peridot (G+P) said...

I'd be hurt and angry and write a bunch of bad poetry that would never see the light of day. I'd wait for time to take enough of the sting away that I could focus on putting them in the past where they belong and find someone worthy of my emotional investment.

I think it's continuing to hold out hope that he'll stop being an ass and grow the fuck up and come back so things can go back to how they were that keeps you hurting. After being such an asshat I don't think he's worthy of you and your continued romantic affections.

Sorry, I'm being a blunt bitch today coz I'm shattered >.<

Love you to bits Dese. I'll have enough money on payday to send you the pretty yarn I found for you. *huggles* It won't make up for anything, but it will distract you for a while, I hope.

*Hugs*

Mich said...

There will probably always be a space for him in your heart. With some people, they never truly leave you. I wish I had a better answer. :/ I still have awful days where I pray for death so I can be with someone who tore my heart to shreds when we broke up. But as time passes, those days with those feelings become fewer and fewer. Someone else will find his way into your heart, and love you the way you deserve to be loved. <3

 

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