The only exciting thing happening as of late is that I have begun my marathon training.
Last week I ran six out of seven days, including ten miles in the dark yesterday morning. It has been SO hot here that I woke up at five in the morning to run, and then took a shower and went back to sleep afterward. I have even more intense workouts planned this week and in fact, I am kind of excited about it.
The weird thing about all of this running is that for the first time in years, with the exception of a few times when I have stayed at someone else's house (although even then, I occasionally pack my scale like a crazy person), I have not been weighing myself every day. Normally, I like to wake up, check my email, go to the bathroom, sit around, go to the bathroom again, weigh myself, drink coffee or water, and go for a run. Because I have been having to complete my workouts in time to get to work by nine in the morning, I have not been weighing myself first thing each day. Maybe this is too much information, but I like to be "empty" when I get on the scale, and that does not happen first thing. It is really strange to not know my weight every day and it is making me a little nuts. Sometimes I weight myself afterward, but its hard to tell how accurate it is.
This morning I was 136.8 - higher than I would like, but I think I increased my caloric intake last week and felt a bit stressed. Hopefully, this week I will find a better balance and the numbers will start going down. I feel so heavy sometimes when I run, and I want to be light and spritely.
I suppose things around here are shaking up a little - Isobel has decided it is finally the right time for her to leave blogger, which I think it ultimately a healthy decision for her. Lottie is taking a break for the summer and also trying to get healthier. Dani is back and could use lots of love and encouragement. Mich has had a bit of a rough go lately too, she could use a lot of warm wishes. And let us not, of course, forget LuLu, Peri, Eloise, and Lissy - if you have a few spare moments to send good thoughts and sentiments their way, please do. I care very much for all of these beautiful women and want each of them to be healthy and peaceful, inside and out. And if I did not mention you here, please, please do not be hurt. I have many friends here and just felt the need to send a few special thoughts to the people who came to mind quickly. We are all fighting our own battles and all need support and encouragement. On that note, I also want to thank my newest readers - welcome!
So, hopefully this week will be better than last - I plan to get a lot of work done and run my little tush off (literally). I hope everyone is enjoying their weekend and enjoyed the 4th of July if you are in the USA. I, as a matter of fact, spent the afternoon in the heat and the sun and then took a nap that turned into me going to bed at 7:30pm, missing the fireworks and everything!
Lots of love, as always.
And for those of you who remember/are curious, no word on my dear friend Pauline.
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Marathon training has begun
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on Sunday, July 8, 2012
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8 comments:
Thank you for your kind comment on my blog. Your words meant so much.
Good luck with your marathon training
It's great to have something to work towards.
Much love x
Also I'm so sorry there's been no word on your friend.
I'll keep her in my prayers x
I don't think it's weird to not weigh yourself every day. I don't, because the first thing I do besides stretch and rub my eyes every morning, I feel my stomach. If I'm happy with it, I'll weigh to see. If I feel not so great about it, i won't weigh because I'm too scared to see the number go up.
Sounds like you're having a pretty good week. It is definitely a stange feeling not to weigh yourself daily. It's been awhile since I've been able to do that.
So sorry your friend still hasn't been found. That must be incredibly difficult... I really can't even imagine.
great job with the running, keep it up xx
Wow, you're a marathon MACHINE! I have no idea how you manage to do the running. I haven't ran since intermediate (11 and 12) and have no idea why adults willingly do it. What is your secret? o.O
Not being able to weigh every day is probably a good thing in the long run. You get to try to break the obsession with the numbers and can have a good day WITHOUT that little metal bastard trying to ruin it all. Embrace the freedom <3
Still sending love to you and yours and hope for Pauline.
Thank you for the kind words. Please don't worry, I have things to do before I go so it won't be any time soon.
Take care of yourself, and remember that your feet are hurting coz you kick so much ASS!
<3
That's so awesome. I could only dream of running a marathon. That will surely keep you in shape. I'm doing okay...thanks for asking. Still hating my body and still struggling but hanging in there.
So sorry to make you worry love! I am a shitty friend. I have just been so busy and yeah. Crappy excuses
I love and miss you! hope to keep better updated
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