Thank you all so so so so much for your advice and words of encouragement and sympathy this week.
This are sort of worked out with my family. My mom sent me a brief apology email on Friday morning, but I barely know what to make of the whole thing. My head is still in a jumble. I think that I need to just try and distance myself a little more - which is silly since I live a few hundred miles away. I just can't take emotional manipulation like that.
132.8 this morning and 130.8 after my run. If I do really well the next two weeks at school and eat like a bird when I go home, I should end up under 130 by Christmas or at least the 30th, when Juan arrives.
When finals are over, I hopefully will have the time to give some proper replies to all of the beautiful things you wrote. Thank you so much for caring.
Moi
- désespérée de maigrir
- I hate: my weight. I love: being a vegetarian, France, tulips & poppies, anything by Paul Coehlo, baby animals, gin, knitting, dresses, kirs, cake decorating, Johnny Swim & Matt Nathanson, running, Casablanca, my best friends and family, and an amazing French man who makes everything in this world so much easier to take on
6 comments:
glad your mum saw sence and things are a little better :)
well done on the weight, im sure you can be under 130 by christmas :)
lottie x
Glad to hear things with your parents are doing a bit better.
I'm sure Juan will love to see you, regardless of your weight, but congratulations on the weightloss <3
Best of luck on your finals girl! Mine start this week too- once school worry is out of the way, then we can both enjoy our holiday! That's great things are starting to work out between you and your folks- I guess the best thing to do at this point is to distance yourself, that way you don't feel more worry than you already feel about everything.
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Good luck with your finals, hun! Don't let your family stress you out! Just stay focused.
xx
Yay! It makes me so happy that you guys worked it out, and that your mom apologized. No matter how much they may make you crazy, family is family and you can't not love them.
Parents can def be difficult. I fight with my mom constantly. Distance doesn't always equal SPACE. Maybe not talking to her for a bit will help like you said. Either way I hope everything works out.
*hugs*
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