I had a wonderful time with Juan. But as I said to him on Tuesday night before he left - the only reason I am relieved when he leaves is that I stop eating out and gaining weight. We're always doing special things, going to dinner, parties, weddings, etc. Ever if you "behave" and eat lightly, if someone else cooks it, it is generally full of extra salt and fat. On top of that, I end up eating three square meals a day, which I never do on my own schedule.
Needless to say, all of the weight I worked so hard to lose to fit into that dress. Regained.
I gained about 5 pounds in one week. FML.
Back to skipping breakfast, drinking coffee, and running my little ass off (literally).
And to make matters worse - I skipped breakfast, went to my class at the gym and the wanted to make one serving of blueberry, gluten-free, vegan pancakes. I figured the batter would make one big pancake that I could cook in my little pan. I didn't realize the recipe serves four, so halving it means that I had double the calories that I planned! 280 calories from the mix, 1/2 cup blueberries, 3/8 cup soy milk, 1 T vegan margarine, 1 T flax. Then, I had orange juice, which I never do. AND my mom wants to make pizza for dinner - she knows I have a GF mix and vegan cheese in the refrigerator. FML.
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- I hate: my weight. I love: being a vegetarian, France, tulips & poppies, anything by Paul Coehlo, baby animals, gin, knitting, dresses, kirs, cake decorating, Johnny Swim & Matt Nathanson, running, Casablanca, my best friends and family, and an amazing French man who makes everything in this world so much easier to take on
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4 comments:
sorry that u gained hun
but yay for seeing juan
I feel your pain. I gained on my vacation. It's almost impossible not too. You have no control for too long.
I'm glad you had a good time with Juan. : ) I totally understand all the eating out, events, etc. that often come with hanging out with a significant other. I can only imagine how much worse it must be since you only get to see him so often.
I'm sure your weight will come right back down, though.
no worries, just drink an extra 2-3 cups of water for the week. That should flush out the salt. Glad you enjoyed seeing Juan :)
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