I am at about hour 14 for my fast.
I had two tablespoons of Better'n Peanut Butter since I nearly passed out after walking my dogs four miles in the eighty-five degree heat.
Still trying to keep my head afloat and gain some true perspective on life, but unfortunately neither is working.
Facebook is driving me crazy these days because I am constantly haunted by girls who are so much thinner and more beautiful than I am. My ex-boyfriend's fiancée and an old friend from high school are so gorgeous...
I had a cracker with some hummus on it, my head is pounding - not sure if it's stress, the heat, or my low blood sugar... I'm going to weigh myself right now to see if I am allowed to drink anything besides water...
Hmm, no, just water for the rest of the night... I think I might take my dogs for another walk or go for a short (2 mile) run since I'm so repulsive...
Finally cracked around hour 20 and had two rice cakes with hummus. I'm sure I'm going to gain weight by tomorrow. FML. I won't eat a thing until after I've weighed myself AFTER work, at 4:30 tomorrow.
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Fasting with a stomach ache
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désespérée de maigrir
on Sunday, July 4, 2010
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your dogs are awesome :)
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